Boards :/

It's 02:30 AM and I have my CBSE Computer Science Board Practicals in the morning. All my friends, even the ones that are usually carefree about exams, called me up, nervous and scared about the practical. I spent the day trying to complete my Physics record. I really don't like C++, it makes me yawn. I understand that the invention of this language was very important to the current world or computers, but back then those folks didnt have such an awesome world of internet (read facebook, youtube, online gaming) to distract them. Its sad that even those things are based on C++.  Some of my friends find C++ exciting, one of my friends interacts with the computer while writing programs (thats what it looks like), Individuality is a very fascinating thing. Sooo! I was supposed to study today (atleast!) because it's the BOARD practical, but I end up listening to music and reading about stuff on the internet that fascinates me (movies, for now!). I don't know why i am so random, and why I cant plan things, or stick to a plan. I wish I was organised, have tried also, doesnt work out though. I am not even sleepy right now, thanks to the big cuppa coffee :) Imma read through the programs that we're supposed to know by heart and sleep :P. Habit is a bitch. I always fantasize about me transforming into this super studious, sincere, organised person, but I always end up being, me :/ I HATE studying for exams, because when you are trying to study, even the matrimonial supplementary of the newspaper seems much more interesting. I am such an idiot, I am supposed to be scared and nervous right now, but I am chilled. I don't really like this. Will study as much as possible. Imma try telling myself again and again that I loveee C++ :P
Hoping for the best, and trying to be prepared for the worst.
Love,
Shyam
PS: "Namita, you're awesome." you frickin wannabe :P