FAREWELL.

We had our farewell yesterday, It was weird. The 11th graders had done a wonderful job in arranging everything and we had an informal award's ceremony and every twelfth grader got an award. I got the 'Rockstar' award. The guys of our grade had been discussing and debating on what to wear for the farewell and we all decided that we'd wear a suit and sport a formal look. The girls wore sarees. Everybody looked really good. I wore a new suit, and felt awesome wearing it. I felt like a big person. And I finally got to click a picture with Shruti :D. The farewell was like a dream, everybody clicking pictures with everybody else, people getting emotional, hugging each other. I felt really weird. There was this ''sinking'' sorta feeling that I had. I still cannot believe that my school life is over. When I was younger, I used to look up to my seniors in the 12th grade and to me they felt like mature, big people. But surprisingly I dont get that feeling now. I cant believe the fact that the routine that I have been following, is over. The friends that I have made here are as close as family, and I know that it's almost impossible to get friends like these. After the farewell, I went out to have dinner with a few of my friends, at 11:00, came back only at 1:40. Time flies when I am with these people, I am happy, I laugh like crazy. I dont want this to get over. And BTW when I came home THAT late, I got screamed at by my mom and my dad, had my phone taken away. But I dont feel bad about that. Wish I could live my school life again, I feel like I took things for granted. I dont even know what undergraduate course to take up after my boards, The future looks astonishingly uncertain, but I am gonna follow my heart and do what makes me happy.